its saturday..hari raya..and im in camp enjoying myself in this pathetic 5m by 5m room. I gotta do something to entertain myself aint it?? Im reaching the end of my hell week..just a lil bit more and im thru..
I really dont wanna do that stupid shit which has nothing to do with me anw..but why do i stil have to do it?? its super sickening sia..
on a lighter note, when i took cab home on thursday, how coincidental that i met someone who was guns trained as well..haha but in the good old artillery days..how coincidental is that la..and we were talking about all the nonsense that happened in the trainee days..
and as i sat down and thought about it, actually it aint so bad..all these things would not be such a chore if not for the people who make it so unbearable..its the people who make an environment conducive, and not the other way round. Even with the same amount of workload, if positive guidance was administered to junior people, instead of just the physical dumping of work, life would be so much more enjoyable inside there. and if there weren't so much politics and backstabbing, it would be so so ideal.. too ideal to be true.. i guess its time to wake up.. nobody gives a shit..its a sad sad world of each man for himself..its sad why more often than not i would conclude on such a depressing note..but i guess its just a sad fact of life..c'est la vie..learn to accept it man..